I can say that I have had so many experiences in this year, that it feels as if 10 years passed instead of one. A human can go thru hell without actually dying, a life of no hopes is exactly that.

I know now, I have experienced it all

A big, huge load have been unloaded from my shoulders. I have never experienced so much inner peace before.

And I stay in awe, I stay humble

I know now, I know how it goes.